525,600 minutes, how do we measure a life? how about love?..measure in love- rent
i love how that no matter what happens, no matter what doesnt go the way i planned- cliff is there to make me feel better, and to calm me down. so obviously the one thing that didnt go the way i planned is me being here and him being there. but i woke up this morning after sleeping 13 hours, i cant remember the last time i slept that much, but i needed it. and i went to a wedding my brother was serving at. i havent been to one in 10 years but it kind of put everything in perspective. and then i went to andersons and got a salad and a cinamon milkshake- my favorite kind. and then shopping where i found the cutiest jeans marked down to 13 and a pink shirt... you would think that would put me in the best mood but it didnt bc i still miss cliff. but im more chill now then anything. learning not to worry about things, and not to plan things. and then get disappointed. i did learn that, i just had forgotten. i cried this week so much, and a lot of it of course has to do with the overwhelming amounts of ESTROGEN- yes girls you know what im talking about. but so many things have been fucked up. most resolved. some not. and of course explaining 61 miles to my mom, i should make that a song or something. but you know baby you're right, its all worth it. You're worth it. i have my interview monday- i want that job more then you know. *crosses fingers* i actually have time to watch a movie or something ::gasps:: i dont know whens the last time i sat through a whole movie ;-) i would rather not, but yah know might as well try it. i have enough of them i havent seen yet. iiiiits coooold. i need to snuggle in my blue blankie....still have this song stuck in my head "in daylights- in sunsets, in midnights- in cups of coffee, in inches- in miles, in laughter- in strife." ok enough rambling. <3